IBTSOME Chapter 87 Part 2

I BECAME THE STEPMOTHER OF MY EX-HUSBAND

 

Chapter 87 Part 2: Intention

 

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Lin Wei Xi smiled with her shoulders shaking. She held the quilt with her fingers, trying her best to hold back her smile: "I’m not born yet in the Twenty-fourth Year of Chu Yuan."

 

Gu Hui Yan seemed to have been mercilessly ridiculed by the years. Lin Wei Xi was only seventeen now. At the time when he revealed an outstanding talent in the army, Lin Wei Xi was indeed not born yet.

 

Gu Hui Yan came back today with a lot of determination, and decided to confess everything to Lin Wei Xi. However, when Lin Wei Xi interrupted like this, Gu Hui Yan's rigorous plan was messed up. He looked at Lin Wei Xi who so happy that she almost fell into his arms laughing. Gu Hui Yan was helpless, unconsciously his originally serious mood also loosen up a lot: "Don't laugh, sit down."

 

His words sounded harsh, but there was no deterrent in his tone. Lin Wei Xi laughed enough, leaning crookedly on the soft pillow, her eyes were full of smiles: "I'm not laughing anymore, Wangye, you continue to say."

 

The serious atmosphere was wiped out. During the play just now, Lin Wei Xi rolled into Gu Hui Yan's arms and crumpled Gu Hui Yan's seamless clothes. Lin Wei Xi's hair was even more tangled, her hair was loosely draped among the soft and bright brocade quilt, which was indescribably alluring.

 

Gu Hui Yan looked at the scene in front of him and had to think about it before he remember what he was going to say: "In the twenty-fourth year of Chu Yuan, it was my first year in contact with military affairs. At that time I was full of youthful vigor, and always felt that there was nothing I could not do. When encountering war, I always took the lead and wanted to seize the top merit. Once I heard that there was another war ahead, I hurriedly led people there. On the road I encountered a small mutiny, but didn’t take it seriously, let the people rode a horse back and forth in the crowd a few times, and then high-spiritedly left."

 

Lin Wei Xi looked solemnly, and she unconsciously straightened up from the pillow. She probably guessed what Gu Hui Yan was going to say.

 

"Later, when I was in the town to replenish the supplies, I met someone... Actually, I didn't think properly. The other party was a woman. Woman’s reputation is very important. I should send this woman back to her family immediately instead of thinking it’s too troublesome. I rushed to participate in another battle and threw the woman to my subordinates. Afterwards, the surroundings were unstable and she couldn't get on the road at all, so the girl could only continue to stay where I was staying, which caused rumors to spread and interfered with the woman’s reputation."

 

In fact, it was not like what Gu Hui Yan said. The road was really not peaceful at the time, but with the personal escort of Yan Wang Mansion’s guards, which bandits dared to hit Shen shi's carriage? Shen shi just sink into her own fanatical love story, that’s why she didn't want to go home. What's more, even if Gu Hui Yan really sent Shen shi back to the Shen family at that time, wouldn’t Shen shi continue to imagine that Gu Hui Yan fell in love with her at first sight, that’s why he would send her home in person?

 

After Shen shi returned home, she could still tell her neighbors about her adventures. For example, Yan Wang Mansion’s Shizi met her in the military chaos, from then on he couldn’t forget her, and personally escorted her home. It's just the surrounding was just Shen family's neighbors, and similar rumors would not spread as quickly as in the big town. These two were just the issue of big and small impact. And then the love story between Gu Hui Yan and Shen shi's unnecessarily spread like that, the roots actually lied in Shen shi, not what Gu Hui Yan did.

 

Lin Wei Xi listened quietly. This was completely different from the mansion’s love fairy tale that she had heard before. Life was not a storybook, where to find so many lingering life and death’ feelings. Gu Hui Yan paused for a while. He seemed to feel that it was very inappropriate to say that the deceased was right or wrong, so he skipped all the strange things of Shen shi, and only stated the result: "Later, after I married her, because the war many things adds up. The longest time I stayed at home was the first few days of marriage, which was seven days in total. Ten months later, Gu Cheng Yao was born. I was a very incompetent father to Gu Cheng Yao. I was rebuilding Dingxiang City when he was born. When he was growing up, I also fought north and south, rarely stayed in the mansion. In the 6th year of Jian Zhao, when Gu Cheng Yao was 7 years old, my mother died at the beginning of the year. Not long after, Shen shi also passed away."

 

At that time, the storm was precarious, in the capital Bu Guifei and Empress Qian were fighting fiercely for the crown prince’s position. Gu Hui Yan really didn't have much energy to take care of the mansion.

 

"I was very negligent about my family in those years. My mother and Shen shi died one after another. Gu Cheng Yao grew up alone in the mansion. I feel guilty, so I haven't remarried these years."

 

Guilt was only one aspect. In fact, anyone who had a wife like Shen shi and completely gave up on husband and wife’s relationship, would never want to remarry.

 

Lin Wei Xi unconsciously held her breath, and asked in a low voice, "Then you, why did you respond to my willful act?"

 

Why? Gu Hui Yan seemed to sink into memories too. He slowly recalled the scene when he first saw Lin Wei Xi: "When I first saw you, I felt that you, this little girl was really lively, not only have a sharp mouth, but your courage also big. In so many years, only you who dare to look at me straight in the eyes, and stared at me for so long without any shy. Later, you deliberately pretended to cry and asked me to take you away. I have made such a mistake before, and I really don’t want to hurt your reputation. But your aunt and cousin are too much, if I don't take you away, it will only harm you."

 

When Gu Hui Yan said that he remembered what the Li family's son had done to Lin Wei Xi, his eyes could not help but became cold. Lin Wei Xi now understood why Gu Hui Yan paused for so long under the old locust tree at the entrance of the village before agreeing to take her away. She leaned on the soft brocade pillow, the corner of her eyes carried a teasing light, deliberately glanced at Gu Hui Yan: "No wonder Wangye always wanted to get a good husband for me, even until reaching the capital this idea did not fade. Sure enough, Wangye thought I was a trouble."

 

Gu Hui Yan had nothing to say. Now thinking about it, fortunately he didn't seriously married off Lin Wei Xi. If he did, it’s unknown with whose child Lin Wei Xi would be pregnant now. As soon as he thought about this scenario, he couldn't bear it.

 

He knew that he was in the wrong. Facing his petite wife’s ridicules he couldn’t retaliate, Gu Hui Yan sighed and said, "It's me who was wrong. Thank you, Wangfei for refusing to marry at that time."

 

Lin Wei Xi gave a soft "hum", and after a while, she still felt like a cat's paw scratching her heart, and couldn't help asking: "In the beginning you despised me. Then afterwards I forced you to marry me. Did you feel vexed to death by me?" Lin Wei Xi suddenly felt disheartened: "It's me who didn’t keep my boudoir reputation, and was so shameless. In fact, you didn't want to marry me."

 

"How can that be?" Gu Hui Yan looked at the tender and beautiful, delicate like fine porcelain woman in front of him, and stretched out his hand to slowly stroke her face, "I have long been different from the past, if I don’t want to do it, who could force me?"


TN: It's Valentine Day, the most irrelevant holiday for me, so happy valentine to those of you who celebrate it.


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Comments

  1. Thank you. The missunderstanding finally resolvee. Still hoping that the entire manor also learn about it

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    1. 🤷‍♀️ it would be great but I don't think so maybe they'll realize that he love her more than shen shi

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  2. Thank you for this chapter. Am glad that YW cleared the air abt Shen shi to LWX. YW is a good man and also glad that LWX forced him to marry her🤣🤣 ok can’t wait for LWX to smash GR. The harsher the better. Stupid GR!

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  3. happy valentine's day to all of you. thanks for the chapter❤️

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  4. Aww so sweet, love the dynamic the couple is in right now =^w^
    Happy valentines and thanks for the chapter!

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  5. Muchisisisisisisisisisisisisimas gracias por el nuevo capítulo excelente trabajo como siempre gracias por tu arduo y excelente trabajo me encanta por lo menos se resolvió el problema con la ex

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  6. Oh man! Glad that was cleared up.. I had been thinking that GHY was someone whom you cannot force to do something... so I couldn't reconcile it when he married SY..

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    1. Well, he was not forced, at least not literally. At the beginning, it was simply a responsibility... he had to marry anyway, just like I always guessed considering his personality. It might not base on love but it could have been still a good marriage if only Shen shi was not too self-centered and delusional.
      He is completely different than his son, his personality is obvious since the beginning. He would treat his wife well and feeling can also sprout if only Shen shi truly cared for him at that time.
      But having such a self-centered wife who didn't even care a shit about her husband's well being after going back from war and only knew how to tell lies and wail... no wonder he had no attachment to home nor had the will to marry again.
      He already had a son anyway. why would he need to seek trouble to his peaceful life? His decision in marrying LWX was also out of responsibility at first, but feelings sprout day by day...
      naturally it is because LWX is not self-centered despite being indulged. She is still self aware and she cares for him sincerely.
      Sincerity can always be felt even if one doesn't speak it out.
      Shen shi didn't cherish what she got, exactly like GR.

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    2. I don’t think he married LWX out of responsibility. As he clearly said at the end of this chapter, he felt something for her already at that time, he didn’t know his that feelings at that time though.

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  7. I know it- if the love story is that beautiful- why the heck did his son BARELY know him and stuff? Shen Shi sure is lucky she got to give birth after such a short time.

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  8. I'm super super super super single how can I celebrate Valentine's Day

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