IBTSOME Chapter 58 Part 2
I BECAME THE STEPMOTHER OF MY EX-HUSBAND
Chapter 58 Part 2: Dead
Wife
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In the first month after
Gao Xi's death, Gu Cheng Yao always felt buzzing in his ears. He arranged the
wedding very quickly, even when he knew it would offend his father. When Gao
Ran entered the door in February, the shadow of Gao Xi's existence was quickly
erased, and Gu Cheng Yao felt better.
Everything was back on
track, this direction should be how it developed. Only it was a pity that his
father did not come to participate in a very important day of his life. One day
in early spring, when the ice and snow melted, and the air filled with a unique
sense of moisture. His father, who had been away for many years, finally
returned home. Gu Cheng Yao personally greeted his father’s attendants. When he
entered the door, he suddenly saw under the vermilion corridor, a slender and quiet
silhouette stood facing him, and at the same time, he heard someone shouting:
"Sister Xi."
Gu Cheng Yao's blood suddenly
froze, and then, he saw the woman slowly turned around, ice muscle jade bone1, it was the time in his life to see such an
exquisite facial features, with eyes flowed with coldness and indifference. Gu Cheng
Yao didn't know if he was relieved or disappointed. It turned out to be Lin Wei
Xi, a woman he didn't know.
From then on Lin Wei Xi,
this woman seemed to suddenly alive in his life, to the point that she was almost
everywhere. When Gu Cheng Yao entered the door, he always unconsciously searched
her silhouette. He watched her change from plain clothes like snow to high hair
updo and colorful and beautiful dresses. She became his stepmother, his father’s
Wangfei.
Gu Cheng Yao knew that he
was simply disgraceful, but he couldn't control the absurdity in his heart. Her
every move, her words and deeds, and even the lightly raised eyebrows and
glances all brought him an unparalleled sense of familiarity.
"Shizi? Shizi!"
Gu Cheng Yao's mind
suddenly returned. He saw Yun Hui looking at him anxiously, with unconcealed
concern in her eyes.
Gu Cheng Yao suddenly
thought that when Lin Wei Xi was with his father in private, would she be this
gentle and graceful? In his impression, Gao Xi was always refined and dignified.
To her husband gently and considerately pampered almost never happened.
Yun Hui also found that
Shizi seemed to be thinking of someone else. She was carefully dressed up like
this, and also deliberately changed into thin clothes that showed her breasts,
and put perfume on her body. However, Shizi was alone with her and he was still
distracted? Yun Hui felt discouraged and also resentful. Who was it that can
cause Shizi to worry so much?
Gu Cheng Yao really
didn't think much about Yun Hui. He suddenly remembered the moment when he and
Gao Xi were newly married. Yun Hui broke into their bridal chamber on the big
night. Gao Xi fluttered her eyes lightly and thrown Yun Hui a few words that
made her felt ashamed and unable to lift her face. On the second day, Yun Hui
naturally came over and cried to Gu Cheng Yao. Gu Cheng Yao also felt that Gao
Xi was too tough, not like an ideal gentle wife. Now Gao Ran actually in all
aspects was more in line with the virtue of a wife advocated by scholar-officials,
even if Yun Hui provoked her, Gao Ran could still bear it. His wife was
reasonable and generous. This should be a good thing, but now Gu Cheng Yao suddenly
thought, if it were Gao Xi, what would she do?
She would definitely
block the entrance to the study room long ago, not only make Yun Hui
embarrassed, but Gu Cheng Yao would probably not be spared. Gu Cheng Yao laughed
at the thought of this, and after he finished laughing, his heart suddenly felt
a long-lost pain like a needle stick.
Another year of heavy
snowfall, Gao Xi had been dead for a year.
Yun Hui saw Shizi staring
at the same place, obviously thinking of someone, and finally laughed gently.
Although it was a laugh, it makes people feel pale and heartbroken. Yun Hui was
surprised, what happened? She was in a panic when she suddenly heard Shizi say:
"I don't need you here, you can go out."
Yun Hui’s drifting mind
was immediately pulled back. She was obviously surprised: "Shizi?"
She saw that Gu Cheng Yao did not soften his expression, and immediately became
aggrieved: "Shizi, the sky is already so dark. If this servant go back, I
am afraid it will disturbed many people. Besides, you can't be without people
who are serving for you. If Shizi doesn't like it, then this slave will wait outside
the door, and if Shizi has any instructions this slave will come in again,
absolutely will never disturb Shizi."
Gu Cheng Yao thought that
it was indeed not early anymore. Yun Hui was someone who grew up with him. Gu Cheng
Yao didn’t have the heart to let Yun Hui blow the cold wind outside the house,
so he could only say: "Then you wait outside the partitioned. If I need
anything I will take it myself, do not need you."
Although she was driven
out of the room where Shizi was studying, but fortunately, she didn't have to
go back. Although Yun Hui was reluctant, she also softly agreed. At this time,
the inner courtyard had already been locked. If Yun Hui went back now, she would
have to alarm the maid and granny who were in charge of the door and the key.
At that time so many people would make a racket, Yun Hui came to serve Shizi,
but she was driven out by Shizi, it would be spread all over. Fortunately,
Shizi relented. Although she did not succeed in becoming Shizi's woman, Yun Hui
was really relieved that her dignity was still intact.
After Yun Hui left, he
was the only one left in the room. Gu Cheng Yao sat at the desk for a long time
without turning a page of the book in his hand. Finally, he couldn't bear it,
put down the book and walked to the window, pushing the window open.
The cold wind immediately
whizzed in, and the air with droplets of snow blew the candle in the lampshade.
Gu Cheng Yao stood at the wind, looked at the quiet sky outside the window and
the snowy ground with cold light. He stood motionless, lost in thought for a
long time.
The lights were on in Gu Cheng
Yao's study. North from here could see the largest and most beautiful courtyard
in Yan Wang Mansion, which was also constantly lit.
"Taicu Judui is the
Taicumen, and Yindejugan is the Yindemen. The first general on the right, the
line can be water, the black flag banner, is for the Jingmen." After Gu Hui
Yan explained, he asked Lin Wei Xi, "Explained it like this do you understand?"
(TN: NO! and I’m sorry I won’t bother googling it)
Lin Wei Xi stared with
pursed her lips for a long time, and finally shook her head in despair,
"No."
"Shoushan Pavilion's
book has ten volumes including plots, array charts, sacrificial text, and
miscellaneous accounts. If there is no basis for Qimen Dunjia2, listening to
these is really difficult."
Lin Wei Xi thought to
herself that it was more than ‘really difficult’, she couldn't understand it at
all.
Lin Wei Xi had already
regretted it. At this time, why she said no to Yan Wang, why did she dig her
own grave?
But Yan Wang nevertheless
was a man with careful planning and rigorous work. He felt that although the
student foundation was a bit poor, but he could try a few more methods, and he
would definitely make Lin Wei Xi understand. So Gu Hui Yan went to the
bookshelf to pick up another book, planned to start from Qimen Dunjia with Lin Wei
Xi.
Lin Wei Xi started to
have a headache as soon as she saw the heavy ancient book. Seeing Gu Hui Yan
put the book on the table, he turned around and took another writing brush,
with ‘if you don’t understand, do not give up’ attitude. Lin Wei Xi panicked.
She didn't care about her face, hurriedly straightened up over the table and
hugged Gu Hui Yan's waist tightly: "Wangye, it's already dark outside.
Let's take a break and do something else, OK?"
1 Ice muscle jade bone, it describes clean and smooth skin of a woman.↩
2 Qimen Dunjia, is an ancient Chinese divination method based on astronomical observations. Originally devised to help form military strategy and tactics.↩
Thank you for the chapter ❣️
ReplyDeleteHappy holidays 🎊
GCY.. blame urself for ur own incompetence
ReplyDeleteI kind of feel bad for GCY, but *sigh* what's done is done. You were also at fault so don't go all looking 'sad-boi' now. You will never realize how important that thing/person is until you lost them.
ReplyDeleteLOL when you wrote 'sad-boi', my brain conjured my sister's cats that looked 'sad' whenever we didn't give snacks... No, GCY can't do 'sad-boi', that's reserved for my cute fur-nephews and any other good fur-babies.
DeleteThank you for the chapter~
ReplyDeleteI am glad that at least GCY is growing up. I still think he should deal with the consequences of his actions.
ReplyDeleteThanks for the chapter 😊
"My father would be disappointed" and not "it would be morally wrong and impolite to marry a new wife without mourning for a year to observe Confucian principles, shaming my father"—his thinking process itself is wrong. Granted, this time most of the blame should be on the two fathers, especially Father Gao. Regardless of his feelings towards his di daughter and her mother, she should have not coerced to have him marry Gao Ran immediately. A simple engagement until mourning period was lifted would have been enough, and would have made it much more respectful to all parties. They are nobles, they should know they look like dancing clowns like this.
ReplyDeleteI'm more hesitant to outright blame ML since we still do not know if there was a reason for him to be this detached, besides his heavy schedule full of political and military campaigns and his obvious distance with Shen shi. Regardless it feels a bit weird for Gu Huiyan to be supposedly so in control of his son's study and education and have him disregard basic Confucians principles and offend a literal Imperial princess. Is he letting him chose his own actions and learn from mistakes? Or did he never think his actions would become so...distasteful. He did admit to some things with the Princess but... The whole memory with GCY, his mother and grandmother would surely send alarm bells in his mind, no? Or maybe he didn't even know? It just seems so weird to let the eldest di son to just be this dense, idk. I'd be much more lenient with him if he wasn't, given his pitiful childhood but it only reiterates the saying pitiful people have hateful parts. I guess I'm looking too much into it and he could just be a regular teen boy unable to properly deal with his experiences due to his mother's sheltering, especially with so many people showing him the wrong path and his unreliability as a narrator. But he himself chose his mother over everyone else, even when his grandmother was trying to teach him better. If he just simply placated his mother and allowed her tutoring, how different would things be...
Wow I wrote too much lol. I'm just so confused about his characterization. He's just as confusing as FL, lol. I guess that's why this novel is fun.
Hopefully, he can grow from under the shadows of his mother and her servants. He can become a shizi that Yan Wang can be proud of.
ReplyDeleteGCY is finally growing up. Too bad it's after he's already lost GX and now she's his stepmother. ðŸ¤
ReplyDeleteThanks for the update!
"Her every move, her words and deeds, and even the lightly raised eyebrows and glances all brought him an unparalleled sense of familiarity." oh wow. I didn't think Gao Xi left that much impression on him. I thought she was neglected. I guess he liked her more than he thought.
ReplyDeleteAlso "He suddenly remembered the moment when he and Gao Xi were newly married. Yun Hui broke into their bridal chamber on the big night. Gao Xi fluttered her eyes lightly and thrown Yun Hui a few words that made her felt ashamed and unable to lift her face. On the second day, Yun Hui naturally came over and cried to Gu Cheng Yao. Gu Cheng Yao also felt that Gao Xi was too tough, not like an ideal gentle wife. " are you serious? what a douchebag. He did not deserve Gao Xi.
For the first part of what you said, I don't think he actually had feelings for her, her personality was just one that left a deep impression since it was so unusual for women back then, especially noblewomen. I'm pretty sure what he's feeling now is largely his guilt which was reawakened by seeing someone who behaves so similarly to Gao Xi so frequently.
DeleteI think he and Gao Xi had feelings for each other, it was said by her at the prologue that she and GCY had a beautiful and harmonious first month of their marriage, she said she didn't think that she could be as happy unlike her prejudices about husbands before. Their feelings just diminished wehn GCY find out that GX is not the one who saved him, thinking she deliberately deceived him, that's the turning point where he treated her coldly.
Deleteit's too late for regrets ah~ thank u for the chapter!!
ReplyDeleteSo teachings of how he should be a ideal husband never crossed his mind only how to be an ideal wife😵
ReplyDeleteGu Cheng Yao obviously got feelings to Gao Xi ...but was affected by "fairy tale" imaginations by his childhood that he thought Gao Xi is the villain who disturbed his rightful love story (╯ರ ~ ರ)╯︵ ┻━┻
ReplyDeleteWaiting for his realizations later on late for him to see his real feelings.
Delete"Wangye, it's already dark outside. Let's take a break and do something else, OK?"
ReplyDeleteOhh so bold. Who can say no~ 🙈🙈🙈
Well he recognized he's a dumbass at least, way too late but welp better now then never, he's now gonna take responsibility for gao ran unlike with his first wife eh ...
ReplyDeleteThere's a lump in my throat. No matter how GCY justify it in his brain, I still feel heartbroken for GX. I hope he suffers 100x far worse.
ReplyDeleteI agree he deserve this suffering and more
DeleteI hope he got his heart broken over and over again. Just like he broke GX's. I hope this regret last until his last breathe
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